Strange Things are Happening to Me
Things are happening
Strange things are happening to me. I was on top of the world, living high. It was right in my pocket. I was living the life. Things were just the way they should be but I just moved to Long Island and I feel lost as a person. I’m supposed to be happy, what’s wrong with me? I feel disconnected and want my old life back. However pro wrestling still pushes me to expect to keep going and make me look forward to things.
First, I got to meet Jacob Fatu almost two weeks on a weekday where it’s peaceful and a few people on line. For those who don’t know about him. Jacob Fatu is insane. He was trained by his uncle Rikishi and his father is the Tonga Kid. He’s a unique super heavyweight that flies better than most folks half of his size. His cardio is unreal for someone of his size and stature. He's easily someone that fits in the main event of any company. I have watched him in person once at a House of Glory in February and I was amazed by his performances. Just a freak of an athlete.When I met him, I was terrified because of how real he was, nervous of saying dumb. Before I got meet him, he was saying hello to fans on line and being thankful for coming. He was cracking jokes about transportation and riding the train to get here which I did. I got my picture taken with him and I feel accomplished.
However a little after the meeting, I was still in a funk because I didn’t have any friends in the area and I feel despondent that I don’t have support. I had to use Lyfts and trains to get to where the destination is. After I got to the train station in Ronkonkoma, my cell phone died and I had a horrible anxiety attack because I realized nobody was around for me. Pedestrians were ignoring my situation which is disturbing because it shows the world can be cruel and cold towards someone in distress especially in New York. A little after, I went a burger restaurant to charge my phone, thankfully they let me charge it and I bought a diet pepsi in return. Thankfully a lyft took me home after phone was charged after 15 minutes and was relieved. I realized from there, I’ll never get the same support again unlike in Beacon. It was my home, support, a job and everything. Now I don’t know what to call it, whats wrong with me?
Thankfully there is some things to look forward to in the month of June. I will be meeting Jim Ross at The Wrestling Universe in Queens with my buddy from up north. I’m excited because since 2002, I have been hearing him call a match and has a unique voice for it. A commentator who devoted himself to commenting and to this day he is working on wrestling content and his contribution to the Play-by-Play style of Commenting is difficult to overestimate. The man is the voice of millions of matches and how much I watch him, he always pleased me and I saw in him an individual personality and an original commentator. He will go down as the greatest voice in pro wrestling. Its amazing how much a man can help match just by calling a match and make the wrestler’s confrontation important and must see. Looking forward to this one.
On June 16th, I am going to a House of Glory show in Jamaica, Queens, NY at the Amazura. It is going to feature 𝐄𝐥 𝐇𝐢𝐣𝐨 𝐃𝐞𝐥 𝐕𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐨, a huge lucha libre sensation and 2nd generation star from Mexico, who has captivated the world by his athleticism and insane moveset. It would be great for me to put on the list for my wrestlers to meet and for sure an awesome show to go to. I have so many things that I want to go to but me looking for a job and not finding anything is the most heartbreaking thing I can endure right now because I want to be remembered as a hard worker and resilient but its hard for a guy with autism
This upcoming weekend I’m looking forward to WWE’s Night of Champions in Saudi Arabia, Impact Wrestling’s Under Siege and AEW’s Double or Nothing, it will distract my sick, complicated, clouded mind from all the reality that’s going on, hopefully this will help because its a miracle drug.. OH YEAHH!!
I’m hoping for a few goals. Right now, getting a fair job, make new friends to balance my health state. If not, I dont know what the hell I am doing here. I would love to go to WrestleBash in late August, NY Comic Con in the city in October and Big Event NY in Brentwood for November. I’m anxious that I wont accomplish these in time because of my situation. I love pro wrestling and is my go to but getting a job is more important because It helps balance my sanity, hopefully I find more support like friends. Hope for the best. Life is strange never ending story and so is pro wrestling.